Devious Journal EntryMood:
awesomeListening to: Rach 3
Reading: where the wild things are
Watching: beautiful mind
if you want my autobiagraphy just ask me
prof of lifeits here in the darkness i think i am going crazy with madness and its here in my heart i struggle with that feeling i am intense i want proof and noone can give me that proof i watched i movie called proof i make my jounrals andprof of life
rammblings in to proofs so thast the world my know that i exist
sometime i think am going mad i see pictures in my head and nothing comes out on the paper
i long for proof that i exist
that the people i hang with exist
and those on the othe side exist
what is this need to have proof
what can i do but leave my paintings behind &
to hold a buttefly stillso i sat there drinking coffee thinking to myself you can never have too much coffee and i am sitting with my journal and my books wondering just looking up at the sky. trying to find something a fish or an angel or a bunny you know like when we were kids and stuff. half my life is over and am wondering if am in the right place at the right timeto hold a buttefly still
i am wondering if am a good paerson i am wondering if am a good daughter and all that boring stuff that keeps you up at night so its here the day of the meeting tmy frist aa meeting am so exicted and nervous a the same
time. so am taking a break and dr
so its here in my roomSo i am sitting here watching tvand i am thinking to myself why am i still here ? in pj's with a coffee cup in my hand? i should be up like most 46 years doing somethingso its here in my room
exicting
relaxing and having fun
yet i am here thinking to myself why
am here ?whats my purpose ? what was i might to do i dont know do you? its here in life, i look at the doors that have been open and closed
and wonder why I am still here. i am hungry but not for food
i want but can't have
don't know what to do
don't know wh
These Things Are GoodThese things that are goodThese Things Are Good
too laugh
to watch a butterfly fly
to listen to the sound of hummingbirds wings
to watch a sunset or a sun rise
to love in love to fall out of love to right i love you in the sand to step into the ocean to bow to the sun and flip your hair back to laugh to cry to live
to eat ice cream to sleep in
to struggle
to get stronger
to be well
to have faith in the things
to read a good book
and just be with your self feeling good in the moement
feeling free just to be
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Now that you've left, I see sides of myself I wish I kept around rather than throw them away for you.
happy new year )
I would like to thank you for adding my fairy tales to your fav'
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Midnight is here, i find our secret garden
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"don't hate me i am just an alien"
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It's not my fault I'm curious
It's that thing's fault for being something I've never seen before
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Bitchin'!
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